Saturday, June 30, 2007!
HandWritten on; 12:16 AM
hey yo people. :)
i haven been here for almost a month! hmm. dont know who else still comes here. haha. anywaym, hmm so much have happened in the past weeks. holidays were, for the first time, all about worrying for blocks studying for blocks, trying to cram as much information in our heads as possible. it was such a mad rush. :D YAY LAST PAPER TODAYY. :) :) :)
celebrated zou zhao's belated birthday at her class bench after bio paper! :) then went bukit timah plaza pizza hut for lunch with YAY WANTENG AND BUNNY AND ANYI. haha quite a number of hwach people were there toooooo. we ate and stoned and played stupid lame games hahahhahahah :) then anyi left for training, bunny wanteng and i went kap. FINALLY, NOT TO STUDY. :D ice cream and stoning before the two of them went off for training too. went back to bukit timah plaza to meet munyee junyu shane who were pooling :) hahah tried to play but was really quite pathetic hahah keep making junyu lose. shall try if i have the chance next time. :)
anyway today was quite a sucky day. after that. my grandmother started talking to herself when she was supposedly "sleeping" and was cursing and swearing vulgarities all over the place it was super scary. she was speaking in teochew and telling me to go and die? FREAK MAN and i was alone at home with HER. laid on the bed while trying to filter out my grandmother's nonsense and trying to calm down and i feel asleep. :) SLEEPING FELT GOOD. for a while only though, before my mother came back.
was feeling like super down just now. not down, just irritated and annoyed by anything and everything. everything just pisses me offfffff argh it was so annoying. i thought after bio paper (last paper)i will definitely be like super happy but it was like damn ___ dontknow whats the word for it. just SIANED. and plus my grandmother's ___ i was like super easily irritated and rather worked up, was like quarreling with my brotherrr. haha luckily talking to my friends and watching this very cute baby video on youtube helped. :) many times i think life sucks and its more than that. its like tired worn out plus hmm disappointment, resignation to fate and stuff like that. so sad i had to experience so much of all these mixed together this year horribleeeee. thank God for people and friends and things to brighten up my life :)
TODAY EVERYONE FELT REALLY REALLY REALLLLYY TIRED OUT. just one week of exams made us so worn out. have not been online for the past one week! :D yesterday at this time (12.43am) i was trying to remember as much details about bio as possible. it is really hard to remember everything now. secondary school was still not that bad. now its like woah woah. and bio paper today i sacrified like so many marks?! shall not think about it. NOW ITS OVER WHEEEEEEE GOING OUT TMR SUNDAY MONDAY! :D :D cant bear the thought of SCHOOL next tuesday but now we have a threee day break. SHALL ENJOY IT. :)
HAPPY SEXY SEVENTEEN WANTENG TOOOOOO. <3
GOODNIGHT!